Makes Me Wonder
Makes Me Wonder lyrics
[Verse]
I wake up with blood-shot eyes
Struggled to memorize
The way it felt between your thighs
Pleasure that made you cry
Feels so good to be bad
Not worth the aftermath, after that
After that
Try to get you back
[Bridge]
I still don't have the reason
And you don't have the time
And it really makes me wonder
If I ever gave a fuck about you
[Chorus]
Give me something to believe in
Cause I don't believe in you anymore
Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference to try
(Yeah)
So this is goodbye
[Verse]
God damn my spinning head
Decisions that made my bed
Now I must lay in it
And deal with things I left unsaid
I want to dive into you
Forget what you're going through
I get behind, make your move
Forget about the truth
[Bridge]
I still don't have the reason
And you don't have the time
And it really makes me wonder
If I ever gave a fuck about you
[Chorus]
Give me something to believe in
Cause I don't believe in you anymore
Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference,
It even makes a difference to try
And you told me how you're feeling
But I don't believe it's true anymore
Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference to cry
(Oh no)
So this is goodbye
[Breakdown]
I've been here before
One day I'll wake up
And it won't hurt anymore
You caught me in a lie
I have no alibi
The words you say don't have a meaning
Cause
[Bridge]
I still don't have the reason
And you don't have the time
And it really makes me wonder
If I ever gave a fuck about you
And I...and so this is goodbye
[Chorus]
Give me something to believe in
Cause I don't believe in you anymore
Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference,
It even makes a difference to try
And you told me how you're feeling
But I don't believe it's true anymore
Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference to cry
(Oh no)
So this is goodbye
So this is goodbye, yeah [x3]
(Oh no)
Posted by jAsp at 11:29 AM on August 13, 2007
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you're the
you're the 21st person who viewed my friendster hehe 
lucky number 21..
you know who you are..
Posted by jAsp at 10:21 PM on October 8, 2006
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i still
i still think about you. i still care about you. i still love you and i'll never stop loving you.
my love for you will always be true.
pagtapos kausapin si mandz at mama mo. at makita ka.. namimiss kita.
namimiss ko ang pagmamahal na pinakita mo skin dati.
dobleng beses ng miss ang nararamdaman ko lalo paghindi kita nakikita.
"kung mahal mo siya hindi mo siya sasaktan, dahil magcocompromise kayo sa isa't-isa. maguunawaan. dahil kung hindi para lang kayong naglalaro."
tama tama.. tinamaan ako sa salitang yan.. naisip ko minsan hindi kona siya naiisip, puro na lang mga gusto ko ang nasusunod. ibig sabihin ba nun naglalaro lang ako?
"dapat nagkakaintindihan kayo, mga maliliit na problema sinosolve kaagad, para hindi na lumaki. tignan mo mga artista, kaya puro hiwalayan dahil hindi sila nagcocompromise."
hm.. siguro nga kelangan kong matuto nito lalo pa. natuto na ako dati nito, kelangan ko na lang palalimin ang pagkakaintindi ko dito.
sobrang seryoso ako sayo. at sobrang mahal kita. kaya kahit mahirap kakayanin ko. pagsubok lang ito ng Diyos. dahil tuwing masaya tayo, tila nalilimutan natin siya. Dapat pa nating istrenghten ang relationship natin sakanya, upang hindi tayo panghinaan ng loob tuwing nagkakaproblema.
dito natin malalaman kung pagmamahalan lang ba ang meron natin o kung hindi naman, sapat na ba ang pagmamahalan natin para maghold ng lifetime haggang matanda na tayo.
malayo na ang natahak natin, at sigurado akong nging maswerte akong nakilala kita at minahal kita. dahil sayo natuto akong mging tao at natuto akong magmahal at mging mabait.
"huwag puro sulat, at bulaklak ang ibibigay mo para mapakita ang love mo. gumawa ka ng action para maramdaman niya yun. dahil ang mga bulaklak at sulat ay spices lang. huwag mo siyang sasaktan."
hm, oo nga, spices nga lang sila. pero hindi ko tlaga naicp n sumosobra na ako sa gngwa ko. at nakakaapekto na ako ng buhay ng tao. masydo ko nnmng inicp ang sarili ko.
"hindi kapa handa sa isang relationship"
handa na ako at sigurado ako dun. siguro sapat na ang nalalaman ko para maalagaan ko yung taong mahal ko. kelangan ko na lang ay lalo pang palawakin ang aking pagiisip.
wala akong masydong "serious life", actually nung una hindi ko alam pano ko i2 maaachieve dahil, hindi ako lumaki n nging seryoso sa buhay isa akong happy go lucky dati. ngayon dahil lahat kayo ay nagsasabe nun, siguro kelangan ko ng gawin toh.
sobrang layo n ng ugali ko sa mga kaibigan ko dati..
tiwala sa akin, yun ang kelangan ko. yun ang iniearn ko. marami na akong nagwang mali pra hindi mo ako pagkatiwalaan ng lubos. pero sa tingin ko ngayon, pwede mo na akong pagkatiwalaan.
"kung magmamahal ka isa lang. pra hindi nagkakaproblema."
3 days akong nagiisip kung anu ba ang isusulat ko. at ito na yun.
mahal kita crystal llante i really love you... more than i love myself. (it's true and i'm sure, mapapanindigan ko ang sinabe kong ito)
Currently listening to: i finally found someone
Currently feeling: missing you
Posted by jAsp at 02:50 AM on October 8, 2006
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go the distance
I have often dreamed
Of a far off place
Where a hero's welcome
Would be waiting for me
Where the crowds will cheer
When they see my face
And a voice keeps saying
This is where I'm meant to be
I'll be there someday
I can go the distance
I will find my way
If I can be strong
I know ev'ry mile
Will be worth my while
When I go the distance
I'll be right where I belong
Down an unknown road
To embrace my fate
Though the road may wander
It will lead me to you
And a thousand years
Would be worth the wait
It may take a lifetime
But somehow I'll see it through
And I won't look back
I can go the distance
And I'll stay on track
No I won't accept defeat
It's an uphill slope
But I won't lose hope
Till I go the distance
And my journey is complete
But to look beyond the glory is the hardest part
For a hero's strength is measured by his heart
Like a shooting star
I can go the distance
I will search the world
I will face its harms
I don't care how far
I can go the distance
TillI find my hero's welcome
Waiting in your arms...
I will search the world
I will face its harms
TillI find my hero's welcome
Waiting in your arms...
Posted by jAsp at 11:10 PM on October 5, 2006
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i won't say i'm in love
[Meg:]
If there's a prize for rotten judgement
I guess I've already won that
No man is worth the aggravation
That's ancient history, been there, done that!
[Muses:] Who'd'ya think you're kiddin'
He's the Earth and heaven to you
Try to keep it hidden
Honey, we can see right through you
Girl, ya can't conceal it
We know how ya feel and
Who you're thinking of
[Meg:]
No chance, no way
I won't say it, no, no
[Muses:]
You swoon, you sigh
why deny it, uh-oh
[Meg:]
It's too cliche
I won't say I'm in love
I thought my heart had learned its lesson
It feels so good when you start out
My head is screaming get a grip, girl
Unless you're dying to cry your heart out
Oh
[Muses:]
You keep on denying
Who you are and how you're feeling
Baby, we're not buying
Hon, we saw ya hit the ceiling
Face it like a grown-up
When ya gonna own up
That ya got, got, got it bad
[Meg:]
No chance, now way
I won't say it, no, no
[Muses:]
Give up, give in
Check the grin you're in love
[Meg:]
This scene won't play,
I won't say I'm in love
[Muses:]
You're doin flips read our lips
You're in love
[Meg:]
You're way off base
I won't say it
Get off my case
I won't say it
[Muses:]
Girl, don't be proud
It's O.K. you're in love
[Meg:]
Oh
At least out loud,
I won't say I'm in love
Posted by jAsp at 09:52 PM on October 5, 2006
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